so I caught myself suddenly doing some pretty cold-hearted things that I knew were wrong which was why I did them
of course I went into an argument I didn't belong in and I began mocking people and then purposefully trolled someone with a very long reply who asked me why I did that
and then I begin mocking those same people behind their backs
but finally I realized what I did and so I begged for punishment, and... dunno if justice will be served, but I kinda feel like Tamara now where in that one thread, she was abusing Verdalie because Verd ate her sandwich because one of Tamara's 'friends' wanted her to do that but then Tamara felt like total trash afterwards
no, no, it's alright, these things happen and I sorta knew it'd come and bite me eventually. we're all sinners here, but there's something wrong if you never get punished for your actions, because if you didn't how can you ever learn from your mistakes? you don't. it feels sorta weird for me that I did all this bad stuff and never got punished once, and I've considered in the past asking why but I never did. I know that I'm a great person and I probably deserve the world and all but if that goes to my head, I'll never be stopped! it's like WWII; Hitler could've been stopped way sooner but the Allies let him have his way before it was too late. don't feed the trolls! without a halter, the beast could go on to destroy more than its owner's enemies!
well. okay. I'll confess. it may sound stupid but lately I've felt really bored almost to the point of depression. I thought that quarantine wouldn't affect me but it turns out... it is. it's kind of just,, rotting me mentally y'know? I'm trying to cope, but nothing's... working. and I'm anxious. all the time. depressed and anxious and bored and unnmotivated. I've tried taking naps, having an extra snack, drawing. nothing's. working. I don't want to feel like I've slipped into a hole, but... yeah.
I get it, and I understand sometimes you gotta be punished to learn.
Aww man buddy... I know how that feels and I know this quarentine is boring depressing and a lot of things but I wanna try to be here for you. I've been working so hard on Montey because I don't wanna have a world anymore that although we roleplay belongs to someone else. I want us to know that in this roleplay we created the story the characters and the world. But if it makes you feel better we can try to roleplay Chocorune. We can do this ):)
I've gotten pinched pretty hard last night. not literally, but I had another dream-- it was two stereotypical battles against two stererotypical bad guys. but the second one really got me. he was thrown off a cliff but the hero went and saved him. saved him! of course mr. villain had no idea why he was saved until a small little voice told the two to stand together on the edge of the cliff and look down. and down there, at the bottom, were hundreds of happy people doing their daily business. a beautiful scene. the two knew right then and there that they shouldn't have been fighting each other in the first place.
I believe they eventually got married lmao
maybe, but I don't know if I want to roleplay right now.
a certain troll actually named Snobby Critic in the distance screaming because I probably used the term "sinnamon roll" incorrectly and that, as a matter of fact, Kumzah is rather a "cinnamon jho" seeing that her monsterbind in theory would be the Deviljho and Kumzah is only murderous because she doesn't know any better; this being due to her "lusus"-- a troll-- severely mistreating her in the past, leading her to kill said troll and-
You: I made a bunch of classes!! They're all really neat and would plausibly work in the HS universe
Me: lol and then paxton sez "IM NOT GUNNA B CHIKN NUGGBIT 4 HALLOPEEN" AND IT SAVEEZ TEH DEY (this literally happens in the plot,,, like there is a genuinely serious thing going on and then Paxton and Stan ruin it by arguing and it totally disarms the situation)
ok I still can't get over that one video of Sollux and Karkat and Eridan in a car going to McDonald's and Eridan wants a water but Sollux orders a Filet-O-Fish with extra mustard and when Eridan sees it he screams-
some genius professor: *makes amazing new piece of technology that is extremely powerful and allows you to do many things you've never imagined that you could do ever and also helps you with other stuff and also is a multipurpose vehicle*
Peanut found two birds, chittering and hopping around. She leaped at both of them, clawing open their chests with her claws. They let out loud cries, but before they could try and flee, she snapped their necks, giving a satisfied purr. She picked up the birds and trotted back to Squeak, forgetting she was invisible.